I’m in the mood to throw everything away, to give up. I’m upset being here. And the most of all, i hate cold.

This is the period of virus… I think ppl wont be spared by the virus.. My bro got it then yasmine also had it two weeks and half ago. She complained she had stomaches. Then it was Ilyas’ turn but i dunno if it was real coz when the doc checked him, he said hurt everywhere lol. Imagine:
the doc: “do u hurt here?”
ilyas: “yes”
the doc: ” here?”
ilyas: “yes”
the doc: “and here?”
ilyas: “yes”
hahaha… At last, the doc said ilyas tak sakit but who knows coz once at home, ilyas complained of aches… Hmmm anyway, mum gave him his medicine…
And last week, dad was back home after a month and half in cambodia. He starts to have stomache 2 days ago then last nite, he was so painful that i sent him to emergency. The doc said that dad gonna stay there and he gonna make him a “fibroscopie” (dunno the word in english haha)… Well, today dad was waiting for the fibroscopie and i keep asking the nurses when they gonna check dad (coz he didn’t eat about 24 hours)… Can u think that it’s an emergency case but dad gonna be the last to be checked? hmmmm nvm coz at this moment dad is fine alhamdulillah but the doc still keep dad at the hospital and tomorrow morning (insyaAllah), i’ll go to fetch dad…