Dah one week, i’m already back home… This vacation was special, not like last year… Family was very on me.. Cant do things that i wanted to do. I shortened my journey with my friend when i was there. I felt so bad towards her. Now, i know how family can be … What I know is next time, i’ll do wut i want to do then at last, i’ll see family… Lot of bla bla bla. I hate that.
Well, when i was back, i was so happy to see my parents n of course Ilyas n Yasmine…Ilyas was so sweet when he saw me… He hug me n kiss me. I like it and i needed it hehehe…
And what a surprise when i saw my pc… After using it 1 day, my pc hang (port mouse/keyboard rosak). I think my bro did smthg to my pc (grr).. And i bought a new laptop yay …
And i wanna finish this post with a special memory to someone very special in my heart ( ) hehe… Muaahs

P.S: Yesterday, it was Ilyas’ birthday… He’s 1y.o…

The D Day is coming soon and i still dunno where to start to pack my stuffs… There are so many things to do before leaving… But rite now, my thought is for him… I wanna spend most of my time with him… I want he to know that I feel so boring when he’s not here with me… I like his way he’s with me… I miss his voice (tonite, i didn’t get the chance to hear him hehehe)… I miss every little things from him…
My sweet love, I want you to know that I love you so muchhhhh

Je suis assise ici àme demander ce qui m’arrive. C’est un sentiment d’impuissance qui se passe. Je déteste ressentir cela parce que ça devient une dépendance… J’en arrive au point d’en devenir malade. Oui, j’ai trop besoin de lui , j’ai besoin de sentir sa présence , j’ai besoin de rester avec lui au point de pleurer quand il n’est pas là… C’est dur tout ça mais bon faut faire avec et être patiente…

Not so many things happen since my birthday except there are some people suddenly come back into my life (no comment).
But what I can say, I’m happy in my life… Really happy but i’m not completed till it’s done ( U know wut i mean )… Oh yeah, I’ve bought my ticket flight and i’ll be in Malaysia soon to celebrate Raya over there… I’m gonna stay a month or less.. It depends on my mood (hmmmmm)
That’s all